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heyLo ppl wassah? ntmh jus chillin.hm well i went to work today n worked till 1:00. it' wasn't that busy today so i didnt have alot to do. I came home n got online n i hadda email from nate :x. he loves me thisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss much ;X hehe. well a lil more but im to lazy to put it all lol. Anywaiis, last night me n randy got into it. im so fucking sick of his shit.He'll be ur friend when u bow down n kiss his ass..but if u have a boyfriend that he doesnt like then ur a slut n a whore n everything else. man fuck that shit, he's been with way to many fucking bitches that i dont like but i dont cuss him out about that shit. He' says im always with the loser's so derrek must be a loser. but yano what i dont give a fuck. i LOVE nate more then anything in this world, n if randy doesnt like it he can kiss my WHITE NAKED ASS! :]. mmk so fuck HIIM and all the other fuckin HATERS. anyways ima go n get sumthing to eat ill ttyL pe@ce.
i love the ao drama :X fuck them lil hatas
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heyLo ppl wassah? ntmh jus chillin.hm well i went to work today n worked till 1:00. it' wasn't that busy today so i didnt have alot to do. I came home n got online n i hadda email from nate :x. he loves me thisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss much ;X hehe. well a lil more but im to lazy to put it all lol. Anywaiis, last night me n randy got into it. im so fucking sick of his shit.He'll be ur friend when u bow down n kiss his ass..but if u have a boyfriend that he doesnt like then ur a slut n a whore n everything else. man fuck that shit, he's been with way to many fucking bitches that i dont like but i dont cuss him out about that shit. He' says im always with the loser's so derrek must be a loser. but yano what i dont give a fuck. i LOVE nate more then anything in this world, n if randy doesnt like it he can kiss my WHITE NAKED ASS! :]. mmk so fuck HIIM and all the other fuckin HATERS. anyways ima go n get sumthing to eat ill ttyL pe@ce.
i love the ao drama :X fuck them lil hatas
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[12 Jul 2002|10:27pm] |
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heyLo wassah? ntmh jus chillin. hmm well today was iight, i went to work n then went to the mall for a lil while..i did the usual stuff. I came home n looked at my other journal n yeah i gotta disturbing comment about nate. im worried =\ i dont want to lose him i love him to much to lose him. he' means everything to me, i fwd'd the lil reply thingy to him n when & if he gets online i might find out the truth. but yeah im bored n depressed so i guess this is all for me. pe@ce :o. i love u nate <3
heather
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[11 Jul 2002|06:23pm] |
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hey ppl wassah? ntmh jus chillin. I went to work today from 8-6 n worked my azz off, my leg's hurt from all the walking i did today but other then that today was cool..i went to work cheerful n happy today ppL thought i was on drugs lol cuz usually im all drained n shyt! :]. Well last night i heard that derrek broke Krissy & Randy up i guess i unno im tryin to stay outta the drama! Anywaii's i dont care i have my boo back..it made me so happy last night when Nate said yes. yess snuqqLe bunni + cuddLe bunni r back together n happy. I was so happy last night u jus dont know. Nate's my world, we will be together for ever this time i love that boy so much n im gonna try my hardest not to mess it up this time!. Big THANKS to cedes for bein there for me threw all of this n understanding where im coming from iLu girl always :]. Well tonight i think imma go cruiisin with some friends if it' stops raining buh i unno yet. Anywaiis` imma go, i miss my baby so i'll ttyL. pe@ce ; i love you nate<3*
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[10 Jul 2002|11:14am] |
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hey ppl wassup? ntmh jus chillin. im hella tired i went to work yesterday from 8-8. It was so hott monday n i was sweatin so bad, i had on a abercrombie tankt0p & skirt n i was still sweatin. Well monday night at Mulligan's sum shiit went down with BJ n im kinda glad it did, he deserves everything he got. He came over Sunday night talkin shiit about my bestfriend daniel n well daniel didn't appreciate it so daniel was ready to who0p his ass..well after BJ+steven left my house he called on the cell phone n told daniel that he can take his two "little biitches" n stick em up his ass, he was talking about me n kerri n daniel didn't liKe that either!. So at Mulligans mondaynight LiL matt + Daniel + some of there friends jumped BJ n beat the shiit outta him n i was clapping because he deserved it! :]. Anywaiis, well derrek got with sum linzee chick or whoever n it hurt me, i was really upset..well i talked to Nate mondaynight for the first time in awhile n it felt soo good..he listened to me n i was able to cry on his shoulder n he made me feel so much better..he even made me laugh n it felt good...to have someone listen to me n understand where im coming from. But im moving on from Derreck it didn't work out for us, so i guess im happy for him. Me + Nate were talking n he told me that he missed me n i told him the same because i do i miss our fun times n our inside jokes n our sweet lil kisses n our hugs, to be honest with u..i miss being with someone that actually cares about me i miss being with him.. I am so thankful to have friends like cedes + kimmy that are there for me to listen to me n my problems n understand what i've been through. N im thankful for cj + randy whenever they are there for me n there not to busy. Right now im gonna take it slow with nate, i dont want to jump+move to fast n fuk up what we do have because i love what we have we have a great friendship + a great relationship n thats what i need.when & if he's ever ready to be with me again..ill be there for me n i will wait :]. iLu snuqqle bunny! I got online n i had 2 emails from nate -smile- they were so sweet i have a feeling that me+nate might be getting back together :]Anywaiis well im suppost to talk to nate tonight n i'll see what happens... Hmm well today im not sure what im gonna do i might go to the mall or sumthing cuz i have to work tonight so i dunno but im bored n i need to take a shower n stuff so i'll ttyL -smoOchies- pe@ce!*
he4ther :]<3!*
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[08 Jul 2002|11:24pm] |
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hmm. im bored n yeah im jus gonna bitch for a little while. Well derrek is supposably hookin up with sum linzii chick or whoever..so i guess it's tottaly over for us. randy + krissy r happy together so im happy for them, cedes has kasper n im happy for he. Im not sure how im suppost to feel right now, i dont know if im suppost to be happy for derrek or be pissed off at him. =[ im havin mixed emotiions right now..im hurt n sad but yet im happy for him. ::tears fall:: it's confusing. love is confusing. All i ask is to be happy n i guess maybe thats to much to ask for me. Maybe im not ment to be with anyone..seem's as if everyone im with make's excuses why they either cant be with me or to break up with me!. It fuckin hurts to go threw so much shiit that i have been threw in the last yr n a half. either my friends piss me off n jus be total asses to me or the guys im with always hurt me. it's the same shit but with diffrent people. i guess im threw bitchin now. im pissed + upset so i'll ttyL i quess..pe@ce ->
he4ther. </3> i dont no what im feeling anymore. everytime i get into something great something bad happens to it. ive had so manybrokenhearts that i cant even count. im so sick of being hurt.guys just dont understand nobody does..im givin up on relationships..and life </3 its not worth crying day n nite over anymore..i jus assume be alone..4 e v e r bc rite now..tha seems how im gonna die.. a l o n e
i gave u my all..my love..my friendship..but most of all my heart..u said u cared buh u fell apart..u promised me forever..and that i was the only one..now i guess its over done..
to love someone is to promise them the world,and to promise them forever. to say i love u means
that ur promising that person the world and forever all in one..if u dont mean it..then dont say it.. keep ur promises bc other wise u will hurt the person u "care" about
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[08 Jul 2002|01:36pm] |
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hey ppL wassah? ntmh jus chillin. Im still conemplating on goin to ATLanta..but i think it'll be good for me to go n get away from everything. I am still hurting because of the fact that derrek broke up with me..i should be ust to bein hurt, but i guess im not. I see randy & krissy are back together..congrats guys<3 i guess!. -siqhs- im not sure what to do anymore. im not sure where i stand in life.. weither i should be happy to be alive or jus commit suicide n die :\. Last night me,kerri,chris P.daniel N chris W we all went cruisin on washington rd for a little while. it felt kinda good to get out n do stuff but then again it was like wtf am i doinG? yanno. I think im goin to Mulligan's tonight im not sure, depends on how i feel but i guess thas all for me. pe@ce
he4ther.
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[06 Jul 2002|09:41pm] |
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heyLo wassah, ntmh jus chillin. Well i just came home from Panama City Beach in Florida. It felt soo good to go to FL n get away from GA.I had fun, me n niccie n kerri n justin n jason n chris, we all went to FL n i had fun, i didn't have all the drama n shyt on my mind, i did miss derek though n i still do, i haven't talked to him in a week, i didnt even get to talk to him before i left for FL. I have a nice lil tan from bein at the beach, n of course yanno we went clubbin & to some party's it was wild n fun :]. Im sure i wasn't missed to much so it's all good. randy has a gf now so i guess i should be proud n happy for him..but im not sure why im not all that happy. I met this sweetie named BJ, he lives here in GA :] up in GroveTown so we've been chillin, were jus friends n it's cool.I come home n im not really all that happy of bein back all i know is that I miss derek alot, im not sure where our relationship stands..i miss him so much :o.derek iLu baby<3.Anywayz i have like 256 emails so i guess imma go n call BJ n then were gonna take a nap on the phone together corny huh? yeah i know rofl ;x anywayz ill ttyL i miss u derek!:] iLu pe@ce! *1*
iLu* derek
heather <3
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[02 Jul 2002|08:12pm] |
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hey ppL wasshup? nuthin much here jus chillin, Hmm well i went to work today. i hadda work from 8-5 today n when i got off work i went shoppin. I bought me a baby blu short army skirt, it has glitter on it it's actually pretty cute. N then i bought a blue jean halter top that ties around the neck n wit the back cut out it ties, its a cute outfit :]. I high-lighted my hair today, i have burgandy/red streaks in it, it's cute hehe.I did my mom's hair the same way so her's is cute, she only did hers cuz she thought mine looked good :].Randy IMed me this afternoon when i was on my lunch break n said that he was happy for me that im with derrek. i jus hope he doesnt try to fuck it up for me!<3.anYwaYz Hmm..well im not sure what im gonna do tomorrow i know i have to work but other then that im not sure what im gonna do. For the 4th of july were havin a big azz party n im off so thats good :] i can party 4th july night n not have to go to work the next morning with a hang ovah ;X i think imma go swimming tonight. in the dark, under the stars ;] heh!. But anywaiis i miss derrek :\. so i guess ima go i'll ttyL pe@ciies :o ->
iLu derrek<33*
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hey ppL'z wassah? ntmh jus chillin. Hmmm well i was asleep n then my aunt come in the house drunk as hell n was messin with my feet n woke me up grr. :\* Hmm.. well i went to work today from 7-7 n then i came home took a shower n shiit n i went to Mulligans! Me,kirby,lindi,kerri,niccie,jessica,justin
jason,LiLmatt,daniel & chris.We alll hooked up n went to mulligans,it was fun.I didn't really have time to get online today or i would have updated earlier. Hmmm..tomorrow im not sure what imma do, i feel kinda sick i think i got over heated tonight at the club cuz it was hott as all hell in there :\.But anyways, i didn't get to talk to Derek today, i misses him :o<3. But imma go n try to go back to sleep or sumthing ill ttyL pe@ce. iLu derek!<3*
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